Two month postpartum hit me hard. I am constantly thinking about my insecurities. My body felt familiar but different at the same time. And turning a decade worth of pages early next year, it feels impossible to catch up.
A late diagnosis cleared a few things about myself, although I will never understand who I am. My mind is constantly changing, and it is a battle to know who I am and what I want. Two months have passed since I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. I have been thinking about changing myself for the better - physically. I hope to rediscover myself and find out what I enjoy the most. Don’t get me wrong, I love being a mother, I am so excited to be a mother of two, but my goal is to parent my kids in the healthiest way possible, which means I need to improve myself mentally and physically. It would be challenging for me with my diagnosis, so I need a lot of motivation and focus to succeed, possibly medication as well.
a bucket list of everything as soon as my body and mind recover
- take care of my hair and nails again
- discover new hobbies, even though it’s temporary
- exercise often, yoga or pilates and go for walks
- change my style, i need new clothes
- spend summer outside
- find a job place i will like
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